Me & My Life..

Monday, October 13, 2008

I've Got Mail!

When I checked my Yahoo Mail this evening, I was surprised to received a mail from Faarhad. Yes, I did sent him a mail in his MySpace last night and I didn't expect he will reply me that soon.

Just can't wait to read his mail! This is the mail in my MySpace inbox sent by him:

Salam Ishak,

Truth is I have been so busy....sounds funny and maybe absurd. I have been running up and down working very hard... my days end very late....I am darting to Felda Mempaga on and off (1 hour drive from Gombak, up Karak farther than Bentong), then rushing to complete my paperworks (FELDA,PROTON, PERSATUAN JURULATIH BOLASEPAK MALAYSIA, PERSATUAN BOLASEPAK VETERAN SELANGOR, SUKAN AUG2008, BUDIMAN FUTSAL CENTRE.... and coming up a few other things)

Sometimes, I hardly even have time for myself...the short space of time I have, I contact my mum, my sister....the truth is, I don't have a social life....I am invisible when the time comes...

Well....it sounds ridiculous, but that is how it is at the moment... maybe I will be free sometime end October....where I have time to sit down, play games, surf the internet more, etc.... then the schedule of craziness continues in November when pre-season starts...

Look, I am not giving excuses....I may sound like I am giving excuses, but for this, I apologise for not being able to get in touch with you more often at this moment...

Most of my work revolves around national and international things involving my mentor, Tuan Haji Khaidir Buyong, I am learning everything I can from him within a very short frame of time available to me.

Maybe I shouldn't have dropped in back so soon...do you think that you alone are the one happy that I came back? Fyi, I was excited and eager to meet up with you after so long.... with all the great memories....and for this I apologise for disappointing you....

At the moment, with all my long working hours, and drastic schedule, I have to be very truthful to you....that I am still penniless....yes....no money....still financially unstable....financially poor....

I had a briefing and site visit this morning @ UKM Bangi with Timb.Ketua S/U KPT till 2pm, and then had to rush for deadlines to submit the layout plans for the Karate tournament....only now do I have some time to maybe write this message to you...

I am rushing off for a meeting tonite at Kelana Jaya and Kajang with regards to football and futsal....trying to get some extra money to pay my bills..

A lot of things happened to me long before this, from rags to riches then rags again.....but that is one of the main reasons why I am working my end off to achieve something ...something extraordinary.... and frankly, I don't expect you to understand at this moment....

At the moment, I just don't know what to say....except.....I am really sorry....

from ur long lost friend,
-Faarhad-

I felt so guilty for pushing him with all my text messages and my mail, without knowing what is actually going on with his daily life right now. I sent him a text last night to say sorry.. and hoping that he will forgive me..

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