Weekend..

Finally, I managed to spend my weekend with my families.. we went for a shopping. It was actually a request by my nieces to go shopping with me.. as Quicksilver/Roxy is having their Family & Friends Sale (almost all items on 50% discount!).


It was like a mad house in Quicksilver over in Pavilion Mall, they Q was so long and I've waited for more then 15 minutes and still in the Q. Can you imagine that?? I should have take a picture.. it was really like a mad house!! Felt regret, I left the t-shirts that was in my hand and left the boutique with disappointment.

Then, Quicksilver Bukit Bintang is our next destination.. lots of people still but not like a mad house! My sis bought me a new Quicksilver laptop bag :) (so lucky to have such a great sister!!) that cost only at RM150.00 from the actual price (RM299.00).


I only bought a few accessories (cap and small bags) that only cost me RM65.00 (great deal isn't it?!) as not much of nice t-shirts here in Quicksilver Bukit Bintang. In fact, I've grabbed a few t-shirts in Quicksilver Pavilion but have to canceled my plan as the Q was so long!! :(

Ikea.. Here We Come.. For Meatballs!!

It has been a few weeks.. a few days.. I've had canceled my plan to have dinner in Ikea Cafe. I was dreaming about it's Meatballs with Cream Sauce served with fries and lingonberry jam.. mm.. yummy!

Poh Ling YM me yesterday and ask me to accompany her to Ikea today, seeking some advice from me for her Christmas decoration for her office. A good opportunity for me to fulfill my dream for my favourite food at Ikea Cafe.

The day had finally come, I went to Mutiara Damansara right after I finish my shift. I was too early and had decided to have some window shopping alone in Ikano Power Centre while waiting for Poh Ling to arrive.

Went to Harvey Norman, saw a few of Midi Hifi that have an iPod dock buit-in with this stereo systems. But this Panasonic Micro Speaker System with iPod dock, CD player (for MP3/CDR), USB port and tuner had catched my eyes. The damaged is RM479.00 + RM59.00 for 3 years warranty or + RM85.00 for 5 years warranty. The sound system is great and the price is reasonable to compared with the speaker system that I'd fell in love before this (Bose speaker). I will definitely save my money to buy this item! :)


Poh Ling arrived at 6.00pm and we heading straight to Ikea Cafe to have our dinner. I'm paying my revenged to my favourite food that had been on hold for a few weeks now. This is what I had with Poh Ling (but she ordered Chicken Leg with Swedish Herb & Lemon Sauce)..

Our starter (Mix Salad). The damaged: RM5.90

My main course (Meatballs with Cream Sauce& Lingonberry Jam). The damaged: RM8.90

Our dessert (Daim Cake). The damaged: RM4.90

I really had a good time today meeting with Poh Ling.. only both with us, we had our great shopping and gossips. What a waste that the rest of the girls unable to join us!! :(

Sorry guys.. :(

The other day I promised to have our performance video in my blog.. but I had a problem to cut the DVD (well, I don't really know on how to do it!!). But after I browsed my mobile, I found this video that might replace the one that I'd promised.

To tell you the truth, the actual performance video is more exciting than this video.. but it is better than nothing, right? :)

Hope you guys enjoy it as much as I do :)

??? :(

Hhmm.. it is so weird now.. John did not speak to me anymore. Why? Any good reason for that?? :( This afternoon, Front Office had a 'makan-makan' for everybody from the cash rewards we won during our Annual Dinner & Dance for Best Department Performance and Best Dress Department. John was there.. and he did not say a word to me at all!! Not even when we're passing each other! :(

I wonder why.. why he did not talk to me at all! It is partly my fault as well I guess, as I did not speak to him and not even smile or look at him. I'm really scared if he might hate me now.. Is it wrong to admired to someone we like? I never do anything bad to him and would never do something bad to him as well. But why this is happening to me??

In the other occasion, I've received a text from Faarhad at 12.20am after a week of silence :) .. it says 'Forgive me, been real busy! Goodnight and sweet dreams'. I did not reply the text.. felt frustrated with him for his 'busyness'! :(

Old Skol..!

Recently, Syam, my schoolmate always send me our 'old skol' pictures in my Yahoo! email. It was so much fun looking at those pictures while cherish all the fun moments with the rest of my schoolmates during our school time and after school.

You guys, please don't laugh! I know, I'm not so cute (with my Ugly Betty glasses) before while I'm in school.. not like right now, right?! Enjoy.. :)

If I'm not mistaken, this was in Form 1 (Methodist Boys School Sentul) with Syam.

This is Syam, Nik and Asif (anak ikan!)

In our school's surau, in this pic, Lokman, Syam, Me, Azmi, Yusnoor, Nik and Faizul Isma. The best thing is, all of us are still in-touch till today! :)

During Raya Open House in Faizul Isma's place with Syam, Fareen, Lokman, Suzi and Faizul Isma.

Syam and me during Hari Raya at my place.

While doing our partime job in Shangri-La Hotel Kuala Lumpur. In this pic, Syam, Me, Faizul Isma, Roziana and Fadhil.

I used to be a 'perempuan joget' long before today. With Faizul Isma, (?), Padma, Lokman, Me, Intan and Syam.

This was before we departing to Istana Kuala Kangsar, Perak for an Outside Catering (Shangri-la Hotel Kuala Lumpur). In this pic, Lokman, Zila, Me, Nomi Jualiana, (?), Syam, Azdi, (?), (?), Madeha and (?).

During Shangri-la Kuala Lumpur Casual Staff Annual Party with Lokman, Syam, Faizul Isma, Hadi, Me and Erin.

And this is Syam.. who mail me all those pics and love to be the photo studio model! Thanks Syam! :)

Lonely Is My Best Friend (for now..!)..

It is 4.00am now.. I'm still not sleepy even I only slept for 3 hours today after been awake all night last night. Then sent my sister to KLIA, reach home I was stuck in the cyber until 10.00am. I was damn tired and had falls asleep until 1.00pm this afternoon :(

Right at this moment, I still been thinking.. why I felt so lonely. So many things was on my mind right now.. especially things that was called L.O.V.E. Don't know why these few days, I've been thinking about it a lot. Probably, it is time for me to really have someone.. someone that I can call my own!

Someone that I can share everything in my life with (so glad I still have you guys called F.R.I.E.N.D.S!) and someone that will give me full attention, someone that I can always talk on the phone anytime anywhere, someone that will text me every hour.. I really missed that 'someone'!!

Candidates? I got a few.. even the possibility they will not become reality as well was in my list! :( Eerrr.. I hate this kind of feelings!! I hate to be lonely! How do I get out from this mess?? When?? Help me...!! :(

John.. Oh John..!

When I and Azian entered the cafeteria this evening, I saw John was sitting at our usual table with Michelle and Selvi. Azian went straight to the buffet counter (she always hungry once she entered the cafeteria!!), I went straight to the table to hang my jacket on the chair.. while looking and smiling at Michelle and Selvi, asking them on how's the food today! John was smiling at me, but I ignored him.. just like he's not exist there.

After I pick-up my food, I sat in front of John and start eating and talking to Michelle, Azian and Selvi.. ignoring John again! He was so pissed-off, he kept quite and finished his food.. he was playing with his mobile and made his move without saying anything! Not even look back at the table or smile at us!! He was so pissed-off.. it was a success for me to pay him a revenge.

It all began from his comments in my Facebook yesterday and it was like this..

John commented on Ishak Hussain's photo. 12:43am
"Hehehe..wah..tengok tu..muka monyet!!! Zoo mana ni.."

John commented on Ishak Hussain's photo. 12:48am

"Sexy ke..pui..Penting ke..ka pui pui..Cantik ke.."



I purposely did not make notice of his existence this evening.. just to let him know that how I don't like all his comments that he posted the night before. Thank god he understood, from my body language and my acting towards him.. Just want to know what will he re-act on this!

At about 12.00am, I checked my Yahoo! Mail and saw another comments from John in my Facebook. Can't wait to check it out! This is what he had posted..

John commented on Ishak Hussain's photo. 11:43pm
"Ala.. juz kidding ok.. Tu pun nak marah.. sedih.."

John commented on Ishak Hussain's photo. 11:42pm

"Aiyoh.. dah marah ke.. Nampak I buat tak kenal je.."



I was so happy that he noticed my reaction. Well John, I did not mad at you.. you're too cute to be mad at! :) It is just a stupid reaction that I would love you to notice from me.. Luv you John!! :)

Confession..

While I was online with Poh Ling and Edd this afternoon via YM, Faarhad buzzed me. So glad to have him online today.. it has been a week I have not text him (or vice versa). Since I was working in the morning shift last week, my time to be online to catch-up with him was very limited. Since he was too busy with his futsal & football training and coach meetings, he seldom text me these few days.. I do understand the situation.

Chatting with him was such a pleasure for me, and today he confessed to me something..

Faarhad : Ishak.. I would like to confess something to you..
Me : What's that?
Faarhad : Do you still remember the old me? Who likes to do those crazy stuff?
Me : Mmm.. Yup.. why?
Faarhad : It's very difficult for me to discuss this matter with some people, scared that they might have other perception. Furthermore, I'm very close with most of the futsal team and football scene..
Me : What's wrong??
Faarhad : Let me just be straight forward to you..
Me : What is it??
Faarhad : Hmm.. I still have a strong feelings to you.. You get me?
Me : Yea.. I understand.
Faarhad : But lately, I felt guilty with what I have done all this while..
Me : Such as?
Faarhad : Ishak, I really like you and was in love with you before.. and I always think about you and still in love with you..
Faarhad : And that is why sometimes I am afraid.. afraid to tell you..
Me : So, you think I was not in love with you before?
Me : I never forget you from we know each other until today, seriuosly!
Faarhad : Me too..!
Faarhad : But I was so busy.. and I still have no spare time to spend with you..
Me : It's ok, don't worry.. I understand your situation..
Faarhad : Ishak, you're such a wonderful person to me..
Faarhad : You mean a lot..
Faarhad : And that is why I pray to Allah SWT will bless you and give you guidance.. so that you will have a great life..
Me : Mm.. thanks..
Me : Now, it's my time to do a confession!
Faarhad : What's that?
Me : You know right, I like you since we met in school?
Faarhad : Ha'em..
Me : That's why I never forget about you till today.. it's just that I don't know how to contact you.. you know, lost contact?!
Faarhad : It's ok, I thought at that time I had hurt you or something..
Me : No la.. it was a great experience for me..
Faarhad : Thanks for sharing this with me.. you're a great person! :)

It was a relieved for me after he had made that confession, at least I know how he feel about me right now. And me.. have to think twice or more before I make the next move.. I don't want to be hurt again..

Mary Loo in 20 Years Time..

Mary Loo now..



Mary Loo in 20 years time.. wa kah, kah.!!

My First Punjabi Wedding.

Tonight is the biggest night for Kiran.. his wedding day! The Anand Karaj (wedding vow) was held in G.S. Sikh temple Titiwangsa at 10.00am. I really wish I could attend the Anand Karaj as I never went to any of Punjabi wedding before. But today, I was in the morning shift and unable to attend it, so the wedding dinner is 'a must to attend' for me.

Everybody who works in the morning shift today at the Front Office was so excited for tonight's wedding dinner.. especially Azian (always look-out for free food!) and Mary (the first wedding ever attended!!). Knowing Kiran as a 'player', it was a shocked to know that he finally settle down with his chosen one. Congratulation to him and his wife!


Meeting our group at the hotel's side entrance at 7.00pm, myself, Dinesh, Faisal, Nazri, Mary, Pamela, Azian and her husband, Yu Wen, Thomas and Zahir finally made our move to MPPJ Hall Taman Medan, Petaling Jaya at 8.10pm. We waited for Nazri who only end his shift at 8.00pm and insisted to join us.. making his 10 cent face.. begging for our sympathy. All of us was not familiar on how to get there, finally reached the hall at 9.10pm after getting lost and wrong turning a few times! At the hall entrance, we had smell the aroma of briyani rice from inside the hall.. mm..yummy, everybody was hungry!



During the dinner, Kiran was controlling his macho look! Very seldom seeing him acting that way.. well, we do understand his nervousness in front a lot of people and in front of all his friends especially on his wedding. Dinner was great and the ceremony was fun and exciting with a few Bangra shows on stage, probably organised by Kiran's relatives. As per Mary, there are a lot of cute Punjabi guys here! (I agreed with you Mary!! including Kiran's younger brother was cute too!) And guess who I met? Edika Yusuf.. he used to be a very popular model and actor in mid 90's. Kiran told me Edika Yusuf is his cousin and he still looked great and attractive even he is in his 40s now :)



Later, before the end of this wedding dinner, there was a dancing session.. it was so much fun! We was shocked to see Subra and Suraj doing their Bangra dance in a loud Bangra music!! They was so energetic.. so funny to see them dance!



After a few photo session with the rest, Kiran and his wife, we ended the night saying goodbye to the Bride and the Bridegroom. I really had fun on my first Punjabi wedding and will remember it for the rest of my life.. Congratulation to Kiran and his wife again! :)

John Again..

When I was about to lay my head on my pillow at 1.45am, my mobile rang.. Poh Ling is calling me. So weird, she never call me at this time, or is there something wrong with her? Is she in trouble or is there something happen to her?

With curious, I picked up the call.. 'Hi, what are you doing?' Poh Ling asked me. 'I'm about to go to bed, are you OK?' I replied. 'See the Facebook now, Chris Yee uploaded the pictures of Yvonne's wedding just now.. John was there and he was so cute!!' she said. 'Annie went to that wedding dinner and that is what she told me.. check it out!' she continue her conversation. 'Really? But it will take time for me to on my laptop to see the pictures, probably tomorrow la..' I replied her. 'But if you check-out the Facebook, I guess you'll have a better sleep tonight.. ha.. ha..!' teasing me.

Then she continue talking about John, Annie told her that they agreed John are cuter than William.. never know that these girls are into John.. and William too!! :) What the hell is going on? Why suddenly everybody talks about John and William? For me, I like John even more.. but William is just not my type. I feels that John is more gentleman and funny, have a great smile and personality. Meanwhile, William is handsome but a bit to soft and more feminine look on him.. just not my type!! :) I'm so into John!! He is just my kind of guy! :)


I went out of my bed and went to my living room to on my laptop.. I have to check out the Facebook! I must check-out the album! It worth checking-out.. John was so cute in Chris Yee Facebook album which she just uploaded half an hour ago. John really looked so gentleman!! Gosh.. his girlfriend was the luckiest girl in this world (and I'm the unluckiest one!!) to have him as a boyfriend.. a lot of good things I heard about John towards to his girlfriend. She really so lucky!!

This afternoon, I'm taking a short break at the reading room in Bridge Club. I saw John was sleeping on the sofa, while waiting for 6.00pm to meet the rest for the wedding dinner. I quietly sit on the sofa next to him and watch him sleeping.. while reading a newspaper. A lot of fantasy playing in my head.. he was so cute in his sleep too! Mmm.. why I'm so into him? Why I have this kind of feelings? Why me?? Why him??

It's 2.30am now, have to go to bed.. and what Poh Ling said earlier really works! I think I will have a better sleep now.. And yes Poh Ling, I have to write this blog before I go to bed! :)

'Fatty Bom Bom'?? So untrue!! :(

At 7.15am, when I was my desk, John came across..
smiling.. Looked so cute with his newly cut hairstyle. 'Hello Fatty Bom Bom Sharky..!' he said with his sweetest smile.

I was shocked for a while..! Never thought that he would say that to me.. in person besides in the Facebook. 'I hate you John!!' that's what I said to him. He keep on smiling at me.. Eerrrr geram nyer!! Feel like to bite his nose and chick there and then!!

Then later that day, when each time he saw me, he keep on smiling hoping me to remember the incident this morning.. I really hate you John!! But deep in my heart.. :) .. you're really cute!!

Am I that fat?? Is it too obvious? I admit that I have a bit of those spare tires here and there, and a bit of tummy.. but I don't think so that I am fat. John always teased me saying that I'm fat! How can this happen?? What should I do? :(

While I went for my cigarette break at about 4.20pm, met John again at the smoking area waiting for Tracy. We chat for a moment.. he seems so nice to me, with his golden smiles, jokes, he talked as usual.. he was so cute! But he never talked about my fat anymore.. I wonder, if he scared to tease me face to face? Or he just trying to hide his devil from me? Hhmmm.. I will not gonna let him tease me again with that Fatty Bom Bom Sharky word anymore.. no more! I'll try to do something about it.. to let him see that I'm not fat!!

O.M.G..!! (know the meaning??)

I couldn't believe that we still talk about the performance since October 30th until today! Can you guys imagine that??! It's more been talked about since some of us had seen the DVD of our performance (selling like hot cakes by Zainol of Cascade!), until in the cafeteria during lunch and dinner!

We also heard that other departments are talking about our show as well.. I think we started to become famous now!! Wow.. I'm sure that everyone of us, dancers, are very happy with our hard work and achievements. I'm so glad I was in the dance troupe this year.. which at first, I don't feel like to join them.

Been telling Fuad, William, Arvin and Zatun while we having our supper at the cafeteria after work just now, that I've just learnt a new lesson.. the meaning of O.M.G. which I saw a lot in Facebook recently. They laughed at me!! :( Seriously, I don't know what it means at first, then I saw a photo comment in the Facebook says 'O.M.G. (Oh my god!)', then I realized the actual meaning of it! Shame on me!!

Guys, please don't laugh.. at least I admit!

Unbelievable..

Zahir came to my place this afternoon just to show me the Annual Dinner & Dance DVD, especially the part of our performance. Watched that DVD, and I was shocked and happy.. unbelievable! Our performance was so grand and perfect.. especially the part towards the end of the performance (below photos was the best part in the show!).











Bravo to all the dancers.. I still couldn't believe that we managed to perform so well, just like a professional dancer! Gosh, you guys should see the performance.. I was so happy and keep on repeating the DVD watching the performance! I really wish I could post that video in my blog to share that best time of my life doing the performance.

Thanks to John, Fuad, Danny, Nazri, William, Yatie, Catherine, Tracy, Tina, Pamela, Davina, Chris Yee, Alycia and Allie with the help from our choreography, Moggie for all their hard works and commitments to make this performance a successful show that night. I'm so proud for all of you guys! :)

Bravo again!! :)