Out Of Sudden..!

Since I don't know what to eat for my dinner, it gives me a headache to think about what food to eat tonight! Resting at home after my performance class, while flipping on a magazine I saw the Burger King ad.. now I know what I wanna eat tonight! Whooper burger and Hot Fudge Sundae.. what an ideal combination! :)


On my way home from Burger King drive-thru in Karak Highway, my mobile has alerted me for an incoming text message. Faarhad sent me a text! I just can't wait to read it!

'Salam, hope ur are fine n great. Just dropping a message to say hi. Take care :)' the message said. I replied, 'Hey, I'd just been thinking about you.. and been thinking if I should drop you a text or not. But got a text from you first! I'm good, just reach home. You?'.

Then he replied, 'Me, at home. Working on a paper.. got a few more pages. Tomorrow is another long day.' He's been very busy all this while, doing his proposals, paper
works and documents for his football and futsal teams. 'Pity you, been working very hard. It's OK, you'll receive the benefit later.. Taken you dinner yet?' I asked.

'Ate mee rebus just now. Right now, I'm taking a few minutes break from the paper works. Will continue shortly.' he said. Then I told him, 'Don't work so hard, you still have to take care of your health as well. How's your mum?'. 'She's fine, alhamdulillah. My mum was making noise because
I've been working so hard these few days! He.. he..' he replied.

'Well, you have not been spending your time with her anymore now. She only have you, your sister's married. I'm having my dinner now, been thinking about Whooper burger and Chocolate Sundae from Burger King since this evening. Want some?' He said, 'It's OK, you carry-on with your dinner. We'll go out for a dinner someday after I've done with all my works ya'.

Then I replied, 'OK. I've been waiting for the right time to have dinner with you. Just can't wait to meet you and to see your smile again! :)' He replied with ' :) '.

I've been very happy since I've received his first text message tonight :) It has been a while we have not corresponding through text messages like this.. I really missed it!!

Missing Him..

The other day, I really missed sending Faarhad an sms.. so I decided to leave him a note. A not to say hello.. And surprisingly, he replied me! :)

He said, 'I'm doing fine.. just lying on my bed to go to sleep. Got 2 meetings to attend tomorrow. How are you doing? I always pray for you so that you'll be fine.. Thanks for sending me the text. Take care!'

His text makes me smile all the way to my sleep that night! I really missed hearing from him.. been thinking about him a lot. So glad to hear from him tonight!! :)

I've Got Mail!

When I checked my Yahoo Mail this evening, I was surprised to received a mail from Faarhad. Yes, I did sent him a mail in his MySpace last night and I didn't expect he will reply me that soon.

Just can't wait to read his mail! This is the mail in my MySpace inbox sent by him:

Salam Ishak,

Truth is I have been so busy....sounds funny and maybe absurd. I have been running up and down working very hard... my days end very late....I am darting to Felda Mempaga on and off (1 hour drive from Gombak, up Karak farther than Bentong), then rushing to complete my paperworks (FELDA,PROTON, PERSATUAN JURULATIH BOLASEPAK MALAYSIA, PERSATUAN BOLASEPAK VETERAN SELANGOR, SUKAN AUG2008, BUDIMAN FUTSAL CENTRE.... and coming up a few other things)

Sometimes, I hardly even have time for myself...the short space of time I have, I contact my mum, my sister....the truth is, I don't have a social life....I am invisible when the time comes...

Well....it sounds ridiculous, but that is how it is at the moment... maybe I will be free sometime end October....where I have time to sit down, play games, surf the internet more, etc.... then the schedule of craziness continues in November when pre-season starts...

Look, I am not giving excuses....I may sound like I am giving excuses, but for this, I apologise for not being able to get in touch with you more often at this moment...

Most of my work revolves around national and international things involving my mentor, Tuan Haji Khaidir Buyong, I am learning everything I can from him within a very short frame of time available to me.

Maybe I shouldn't have dropped in back so soon...do you think that you alone are the one happy that I came back? Fyi, I was excited and eager to meet up with you after so long.... with all the great memories....and for this I apologise for disappointing you....

At the moment, with all my long working hours, and drastic schedule, I have to be very truthful to you....that I am still penniless....yes....no money....still financially unstable....financially poor....

I had a briefing and site visit this morning @ UKM Bangi with Timb.Ketua S/U KPT till 2pm, and then had to rush for deadlines to submit the layout plans for the Karate tournament....only now do I have some time to maybe write this message to you...

I am rushing off for a meeting tonite at Kelana Jaya and Kajang with regards to football and futsal....trying to get some extra money to pay my bills..

A lot of things happened to me long before this, from rags to riches then rags again.....but that is one of the main reasons why I am working my end off to achieve something ...something extraordinary.... and frankly, I don't expect you to understand at this moment....

At the moment, I just don't know what to say....except.....I am really sorry....

from ur long lost friend,
-Faarhad-

I felt so guilty for pushing him with all my text messages and my mail, without knowing what is actually going on with his daily life right now. I sent him a text last night to say sorry.. and hoping that he will forgive me..

SMS.

After a week of silence, finally I received a text message from Faarhad at 12.43pm today. The text says, 'How are you? Sorry for the long silence. Just sending you this text to say hello. I'll be busy but time 2 time I'll text you OK. Take care.'

I didn't reply to his text till now (2.15pm. But I replied to his text at 2.35pm!). What should I do? Should I say 'Yeah, I do understand that you're busy' or 'Thanks for the text!'? or 'Never mind!' or what?? (my reply was 'I'm fine. It has been a week after your last text to me. Your're too busy, what can I do!). I really missed receiving his text messages, don't want to lost contact with him again, hate thinking about him and so on. W-h-a-t s-h-o-u-l-d I d-o?? :(

Thought a lot about him yesterday, but afraid to leave him a text.. Guys, any advise? Pleaseee helppppp!!

First Raya Open House..

Went to my first Raya open house.. by Naza, my junior schoolmate. Left at almost 7.00pm with Achat and Izwan to pick-up Nik at his place in Seri Gombak and then to pick-up Sham at the Terminal Putra LRT station. Whereby, I promised to pick-up Sham at 6.30pm but I only managed to pick him up by 7.30pm. Poor Sham, have to wait for me for an hour! Sorry.. :(

The drive took me 2 hours to reach Naza's place.. just because he ask me to turn back from the highway in Pandan Indah to Jalan Duta highway (easier as Naza said!). I don't understand how both side of the highway was traffic jammed! Making a turn will make me go into the city and making one big round turn.. not sure how to get to Puchong from there but trying my luck.

While driving, myself, Nik and Sham talked a lot about our school days.. down to the memory lane. A lot of secrets was revealed, Nik keeps on talking about me, my loves, my incident, my crush and bla, bla, bla! Not forgetting he talks a lot about Sham, Faizul and Lokman too! It was fun talking about our school days memories.. Nik remember almost everything! :) Achat was so eager to know everything, every single thing while we're in school.. until I missed the turn to Puchong!

We had to turn back to KL or else we will ending in Klang instead, and took the regular Puchong highway. Reached 2 hours later! :(

I was so pissed, I shouldn't listen to Naza asking me to turn back and take the Jalan Duta highway.. should have carry-on driving via Seri Kembangan and we should have reach within 30 minutes! Mistake.., big mistake!! Can you guys imagine, I drove from Kuala Lumpur to Puchong took me 2 hours?! Pheeww!! Yusnoor, Rahman and Izat arrived earlier then us even they left Sentul later than us!

The best part of today was meeting my schoolmates and my friends, teasing and making jokes to each other and photo taking. Felt like a small reunion of our group in school. I really had so much fun tonight even was pissed off earlier for the drive (KL to Puchong took 2 hours to reach!).

Stay Up All Night..

It has been a while I haven't meet Nik, my very good friend since school. Even we live less than a kilometre between each other, but we seldom see each other much.

Since I was so boring at home last night, I called Nik to have some chat. I said, 'I am boring at home alone.. don't know what to do!'. 'Why don't you come over and we go for a drink or a bite at a stall near by.. what say you?' he replied. Without thinking any further, I grab my car key and drove over to his place.

We spent out time with late supper and being online, downloading songs, video and so on.. and by the time, I realized it was 6.30am! Time flies really fast when we have fun. We really missed our time together just like while we're in school, do a lot of things together, sharing problems and had fun being around each other and other friends.

Nik, thanks for being a very good friend till today. I really appreciate our friendship which has been more than 20 years now.. :)

Poor Sarina..

Today we decided to visit Sarina at her place in Federal Hill, Jalan Travers (her second home after Hartamas, just for your info!). Me, Yatie, Allie, Zahir & Razman met at the hotel and we departed at 4.30pm, luckily the traffic was clear this evening.. so we reached at her place less than 30 minutes! Amazing!! Kuala Lumpur during peak hour without traffic.. unbelievable!

As usual, Sarina welcoming us to her home with her smile and her food (she fried everything in her fridge!).. thanking us for the visit. Suddenly I felt guilty again as I did not bring her anything.. I was late and was rushing just now to meet the rest at the hotel.

Looking at her, the burnt was still serious even after a week now. The bubbles has popped-out and left a few areas of her skin uncovered. Seriously, each time I looked at her burnt, it makes me wonder how did she handle the situation when the incident happened a week ago? She was a strong soft looking women.. Betul ke ayat tu?? (aku hentam je ni!) : )

Then received a call from Poh Ling to let us know that she unable to join us as she will only can leave her office at 5.30pm and it was a heavy rain in her place. Half hour later, Sarina's husband arrived from his office. Then he went our to buy us some food for dinner. While her husband was out, we started with our gossip and chat session amongst us. It was fun and as usual, Razman became joker for the day!

Yatie was the first left us caused she had to attend her son's kindergarten concert at 7.00pm in Cheras. As usual, we 'lepak' while watching tv, Razman and Zahir took a short nap while we continue our gossiping. Left her place at 9.00pm as Sarina has to leave for her doctor's appointment to clean-up her burnt.

I believe, Sarina will be able to take care herself as much as she took care of her friends. With some help from her husband (just married less than two months ago!! kesian kan?), she will be fine. Hope you will recover soon..