Me & My Life..

Monday, October 6, 2008

Special Place In My Heart..

It's has been 2 days now, I did not receive any text message from Faarhad.. I wonder if he is out of mobile credit? Mmm.. yeah, I believe that he is out of his mobile credit (gotta have a positive thinking right?!). Since he left to Johor Bahru on Saturday morning, I did not know what had happen to him.

Sometimes, I felt that I'm a fool for not accepting his invitation the other day.. as what Fuad said to me, 'leave all your negative thinking behind and just meet him!'. I guess that you're right! And I realized now, that I had made a silly mistake. Well, shit happens! I wish I had the second invitation soon..

Then, out of nowhere, a few faces appeared in my mind.. telling me that there are a few people had a special place in my heart. I really missed them.. I have not been seeing these people for quite sometimes.

These are the people that made me happy and made me looking at my life in a different way, giving me their attention and had given me a reason to live until today..

Azlan Shahawarudin

Zahrul Effendi

Norhamzie

Mohd Farish

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hi Shak... Selamat Hari Raya. Wow!!! what an awesome boyfriend's pic u posted in u'r blog especially u'r pic with Azlan. He's really gourgeos and SATISFACTION GUARANTEED isn't he? Hik!Hik! I do understand when Faarhad requested U not to tell any ex-MBS friends about U'r relationship with him and I believe he has his own reason. For my opinion he's quite not comfortable if anybody he knew especially ex schoolmate know about U & him and that will make him feel ashamed but if anybody not from MBS it's alright with him because he never knew them and there's nothing to worry about.

And I really dont understand why U are not going to meet him in fact u are in his home area.. That what make him pissed off and me either will feel the same if I was in his place. So Shak....be confident & brave ..there's nothing to be worry about...it's not that he hasn't seen U before? And trust me he is the one that actually feel very nervous to meet U by all his fizically changes but at least he's got a guts to do so...
Remember...human heart is very fragile and can broke easily even by small matters.If U really want him to be U'r soul mate...do not be ashamed & just say it to him before it's too late and need to wait another 17 years to do so. Now is the time and I sure he'll understand.

Hope to see U and Faarhad together again...like the old time.

P/S: I really had a crush on Farish...he remind me to my beloved idol...Aqasha...Auwww!!!