Me & My Life..

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Yes..!!

Finally.. saw him online in YM and I buzzed him. I thank him for his text every morning and he told me he was so glad that he be able to do so, at least that is the only time he is not busy and a good start to start a day.

We chatted for a while, but he was busy trying to complete his reports before 2.00pm and have to rush for a meeting after that. I let him be him.. and at the same time, trying to adjust myself to understand his situation too..

Hopefully, it will work this time.. don't want the same thing happens to me again!

A Great Day Starting With..

My eyes was wide opened today at 10.30am.. with nasi lemak and sambal kerang on my mind! What a great day to start.. thinking about what breakfast will we have this morning!! Grabbed my mobile (I used to check my phone right after I woke-up from sleep) and saw a text message in my in-box. It's a text from Faarhad..

'Salam good morning to you. Smile always and have a great and wonderful day! :) I'm on my motorbike and on my way to work.' gave me a very big smile in the morning. His text always put me in a good mood.. one more time, what a great day to start.

Then I switch-on my laptop to see if he's online in the office to reply his text.. unfortunately, he's not this morning. He's probably busy.. I will reply his text later, don't want to disturb him..

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I'm Happy..


It was a surprise that Faarhad has been sending me a text message every morning since Monday.. after we had a small 'text fight' on last Sunday night. He has been trying to change himself after I had told him that his 'busyness' is not a good excuse not to text me or replying my text.

He has been sending me a text right after he wake-up from sleep or before he leave home for work.
The first text he sent we was 'Hi, how are you? Hope you have a great day ahead! I'm on the way to work now :)' Today he sent me 'Sending you a wishes of Salam and hope you have a nice day.'

This evening, he also sent me a text, 'Came back 6.00pm, was raining like mad, still went down for a short game of football. I'm off for a shower now. Tonight will be a meeting with Felda and my friend will pick me up. How are you? Had your dinner yet?' Mmm.. :)

See, it is not an excuse not to reply the text message, we can even do it while having our poo, or when we wake-up from sleep or before we heading to our work place. I have proved him wrong this time!

Latest Update.


Heard a rumour that Pacifica team was actually joining for the performance this year.. but they are named under the F&B team this year. Rumours been telling us that they will do a Chinese Opera show.. and it must be a very big show from them this year! Since they did not win in 2007.. I believe that they've been trying so hard to take back their title. Also heard that they had paid a coach from the opera house for their classes.. it must be very big then!!


We had our meeting at the cafeteria while having our lunch this afternoon. Everybody was so nervous when we found-out that Pacifica team is taking part this year and was earlier been told that they did not take part at all this year! Mmm.. I wonder why they have been keeping them self so low profile.. everybody did not know the actual story yet.

They even had their performance rehearsal outside of the hotel in order for them to keep this as a secret.. Gosh, this would be a very hard competition, with a very strong competitors. I believe that all our MOKUL colleagues are expecting us in this performance but Pacifica team had made a very strong comeback. Please, please pray for us!


Our class had been 75% complete while we only left a week now until the performance date. We got to be serious in class from now on.. no more jokes and no more laughs! Another big thing happen in the class today, one of our prop (10 metres satin fabric for the show) had gone missing! No idea where it had gone to or maybe somebody trying to boycott us??


We been trying so hard to make this performance happen and to keep our title for this year.. just hoping to have a full support from each and everybody in our team and department on this big night!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Pissed!


My text messages that was sent to Faarhad yesterday afternoon and this afternoon, only got the reply at 10.55pm today! I was so pissed-off thinking about the 'busyness' of some individual and not be able to reply text messages.. but somehow, while that 'busyness', they be able to have breakfast, lunch or dinner or taking a shower! Mm..??

Well, text messages can also be replied while having poo, right? So, there's no excuse at all! It will only take less than a minute to press the mobile buttons to create a message and finally just pressing OK button to send it! Very simple!! Right??

My text messages conversation with Faarhad (that made me pissed-off at that time!):

FAARHAD : Hi. Hey I'm very sorry, I've just got a few minutes spared right now to reply you. I was actually filling-up the database for all the coaches in Malaysia right now. Pity you, you're boring today at home huh? How are you doing?

ME : I'm OK.. been waiting for your reply since yesterday, finally, I got your reply! Not working today and was so bored at home doing nothing. I'm not even go out anywhere today! Me, right now having my dinner in Burger King at Karak Highway alone.

FAARHAD : Lerr. Burger King? Karak? Mmm.. interesting, it's OK if you're alone or not, but yum yum! Hungry la.. he.. he.. Yesterday, I was so busy with Pesta Bola Merdeka from noon till night. Yesterday morning was busy preparing the documents for my presentation. Today went for a briefing for 4B futsal in JBS Kampung Pandan till noon. Then I rushed to Kelana Jaya for a meeting. That JBS Kampung Pandan is a good news for me caused the programme will be until February 2009, and they are paying well. I was very busy! Hmm.. I will let you know about Proton meeting later, it was a long story. Hey, what are you having there in Burger King?

ME : Mm.. it's OK, you're too busy to know what I'm having here. Take care.

FAARHAD : Seriously, sorry. Well actually I got a few spare minutes now until I feel sleepy.

ME : It's OK, I know that you're so busy. Just carry on with whatever that you're doing!

FAARHAD : :-s OK. And I'm sorry for that. Take care too. Goodnight.

ME : And don't forget to eat and take your shower while you having your spare time now. Who knows, you might not have a time to eat and taking shower caused you're too busy!

FAARHAD : :-s I get the message. Sorry I troubled you..

ME : What-e-ver!! :s

15 minutes later.. I felt to guilty to have said that to him. I regret it! Have to apologize to him.. I don't want to loose him again!

ME : Hey, I'm sorry. I shouldn't say that.. I don't mean it. Sorry..

FAARHAD : It's OK. I can't do anything about me at this moment. I'm sorry too..

ME : I don't know why I was so emotional today! Sorry again.. I know I should have understand you and your work. But sometimes, I do things without thinking twice. I'm sorry.. I had a bad experience with someone that was so busy just like you. So, I don't want to repeat the same mistake again..

FAARHAD : It's OK.. I don't mean to troubled you. I'm really sorry too.

ME : You didn't troubled me, it is just me that had been troubling you all this while. That is why, I have to think a few times before sending you a text caused you're busy. But, when each time I think of you, my hand will automatically sending the text to you. I'm sorry again.. I really missed you..

FAARHAD : We'll meet up soonest possible. Not meeting a close friend after 17 years, I missed you too. Insya-Allah, we'll plan for the meeting ya. OK, I'm sleepy now. Goodnight. Take care :)

ME : Nite.. thanks for replying me.

FAARHAD : It's alright.. It's OK.

ME : OK, you should take a rest now.. you must be very tired today. Nite nite!

Huh..! I was so emotional today.. I don't know why! Probably, I missed him too much? Or, just asking for his attention? Or, I really need to have someone to be with right now? Well, I've been thinking about him a lot these few days. Maybe, I'm sick of thinking about it!! Am I..?

Dude Herlino


To my Malay friends, did you recognize this face? Yes, Kang Rado in Indonesian tele-drama Intan. He is Dude Herlino (aged 27 years old!). He is such a great actor.. really gives us a great impression on Indonesian drama.

I'm fallen for him!! He was so cute.. and when he smile.. your heartbeat will stop! So, for you guys out there that has not watch this Indonesian tele-drama Intan, please do so. A very good family oriented drama.. and great actors and actresses including Meriam Belinna.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Suhana's Open House..


It is always fun to gather around friends and chat on anything with them while our mouth fulled with food! So, all this open house gathering is a-must-to-attend gathering for me.. to be around my friends.

Yesterday, Suhana had an open house in her place in Seri Kembangan. Most of our gang are there, Yatie and her family, Azian and he family, Pamela, Amir and wife, Allie, Zahir, Faisal and Nazrie. The house was fulled with laughter and shouting from Azian's, Yatie's and Suhana's children. Fun.. so much fun.


But it was sad not to have Liling and Pohling with us.. or else, it will much more fun to have them! Sorry Pohling, I forgotten to let you know about this!

I was so glad to have a great friends like you guys.. I thanks to God to have blessed me with all my friends and having you guys in my life.. Love all of you!